Monday, October 16, 2006

Three AM

Even with my lifestyle changes in place, I still wake at 3 am.

No good thoughts come at three in the morning. Anxious, stressful thoughts race through my head and I can't get comfortable with my pillows.

Things I think about at three am:

Money
Getting Pregnant

For such a short list there is lots to obsess over.

Unable to relax, I got out of bed nine minutes early. That's 5:06 instead of 5:15.

3 comments:

CV said...

At 3am I'm thinking:

"Why the *&%! is it so damn hot at 3am!?"

I kid you not. I can not cool down at night, but yet its too cold with the a/c on.

I keep checking your blog, hoping to read some good news on your end. :)

molly said...

I think that is what many of us woman think about at 3 am. Some of us pray that we aren't pregnant and others of us pray that we are...

common threads...i love them.

Alicia said...

I've been known to do such as well ... though it's usually not about getting pregnant, since that seems to have been the one reliable thing in my life. But money, life, jobs, dealing with the kids. Valerian root is a blessing at such times ....