I seem to get my period before I go to work. Allowing me to be really grumpy and frustrated all day long, and I'm sure a pleasant working companion. Because I really can't talk about it without getting teary the first day (demonstated when Valerie asked when I might take a pregnancy test), I don't want to talk to anybody.

So I'm frustrated, discouraged, and feeling very sorry for myself.

But the half bottle of Parrot Bay Passion Fruit Rum I drank last night, that did much to help. At least I fell asleep easily.

Today is better. Still grumpy, though. Nobody gets an easy ride through life, but I really wanted this small part to be just a bit simpler.