Thursday, February 02, 2006

Statistics don't make it easier

I'm having a miscarriage today. After a night of heavy bleeding, I called in sick to work and went to the midwives. The ultrasound showed that I never made it past 7-8 weeks. Now my body is taking care of things on its own.

This really sucks and I hate it. God has a plan, but right now I hate God's plan. I don't think I'll go to work next week. The downside of working the maternity floor. I just don't think I'm ready to take care of a 20 year old meth addict have her third baby. And with my luck, that's exactly who I'd end up with.

Thank you for keeping us in your thoughts and prayers during this time. And it's OK to call and check in on us. Don't be shy.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oh, Jenny. I'm so sorry for both you and Kevin. You're both in my thoughts & prayers. *huge steve hug*

CV said...

I love you Jenny. I'm so sorry this has happened. *hug* You're in our thoughts and prayers.

Anonymous said...

I agree...statistics don't help and sometimes I want to tell God I have a better plan and He needs to listen. We love you both. Jeany and John